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Thursday, January 27, 2011

27/365 January 27, 2011

This is my 100th Photo Blog post! Whoo hoo!

Today was a very emotional day. I am shocked that I made it all day long without crying, honestly.

I am not sure why I resisted, but when I finally asked myself, it was in part not to break down in front of the children, and another part because I didn't know if I could stop if started.

I took the kids to the park, soaked up some Vitamin D in hopes that would lift my spirits, and even brought the camera, but no such luck.

I also ending up chatting with my good friend, Colleen, the majority of the trip, which was nice.

Anyways, between the stresses of our house, the fact I recently left my husband and decided to post the blog I have had drafted on it, I just felt overwhelmed.

Today also marked a once special day.

It would have been 13 years of friendship with my former 'bestie'.

This is the first letter I wrote to her, which marked the beginning a journey I can never forget.
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"The only people you need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs."

I have three binders of this.  Probably close to 3,000 pages.  What would you do with them?  Toss them?  Burn them?  Treasure them and hope one day she realizes what she lost?

I still haven't decided.  Right now they aren't in the way or where I have to look at them, but I still remember they are there, and I don't know that I want to hang to something of her when she has let me go.

Maybe I'll decide in two months when it marks a year?








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**In case you haven't noticed, I have a candid memory for dates.  It's very odd, I know.  But I can remember the first for everything.  I can remember the dates of specific happenings, even non important ones.  If I can't, it only takes me a minute to figure it out.

I actually deleted this particular happening from my phone last week, but sure enough, the first thing this morning that popped in my head was what today marked.  That is even having not thought about it for several days prior.